....of a lifetime

Once,

Not even once,

Half time....

Cause once is too much

Is more than necessary

More than a human being can sustain.

Once,

Not even once,

Not even close to love.

Much greater, less complex

Trust failure

Faith shortage

Once,

Not even once,

Absence,

More stigma than touch

More bruises than lust

Edgie context

Thief or time

Once,

Close enough, but not

Explosion, behind safety glass

Gluttony and rampage

Murder with no evidence

Of weapon or a fight

Once,

Not even there

Once is whole

This is a hole, a black one

A shortage of logic

An atrocious everlastic

flesh eating bug

Smiling below your skin

Once,

of a lifetime

Not needed more

Full, but not complete

Always craving for surpluss

Neverending thirst

Incomplete,

Unique, and so familiar

Once,

Not there yet

Not yet art

Not a clue about where or when

Just incoherent mambo jumbo

on the threshold of communication

Through lack of eye contact.

Once,

Once, I tremble on this word

Every time is a start

The bridge to the end is being crossed

Yet with every abrapt sound

A star is born

Time goes back to its' womb

And god is a woman still

Just once,

But forever and on perpetuation

Just....

I break, once

And be completed again

With You,

A cosmic glue,

Just Once,

This has to end,

This must be reborn,

Once,

And for all.


Evros, Feres
19.01.2012

CBP- ...of a lifetime